October 14, 2021

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4 minute read

Journaling

I've been writing stuff that nobody reads for a long time. Now I not only do it here but also in a private paper-based journal. And it's been a game-changer in the past few months.

For the longest time I've been blogging into the void. I appreciate those of you actually reading this, but by and large there are very few people who came here to read my stuff. Arguably, it's not too profound or deep or insightful, so it's totally fine; it's obscure by design, I guess.

And yet, it's still writing in public. And coding in public. And I've been working on comments to make it possible for you to leave whatever feedback you may have. However, recently I started journaling in private, just for myself. And on paper, with a pen. Like an animal.

There's something truly liberating in writing for noone. I forgot how it feels; I used to keep a journal in high school, but then life happened and I've never got back to journaling since. There was a few months of Bullet Journaling, but it ended when I broke my leg.

This time, I've been transitioning into more mindful work and life. As a part of this transition, I've been moving away from many digital tools that I've been using for years towards their analog analogs (see what I did here?) I'm running a paper-only to-do list, I track time with a physical timer, I'm taking meeting notes in a notepad, I'm planning work on paper, and finally, I'm keeping a journal. I'll talk about all these other things sometime later, but for now, I'm going to focus on the journal.

Journal

I've got like a dozen different notebooks, notepads, journals and composition books. I wanted to make this habit last, and knowing myself well enough, I knew that I had to try everything that I may potentially like before settling on one "perfect" journal.

Meet Leuchtturm1917 Composition Notebook B5 (soft cover).

It's fantastically simple and plain, nothing fancy, really. But I love it. So much so that I've got two more - for the future.

The pages are nice and clean with a hint of creme (they are not bright white, which is great). They are ruled, numbered, and have a space for the date/topic. The pages are also great for fountain pens, they allow very little bleeding and are very easy to write on. Two string bookmarks to keep things easily accessible is another nice feature of this Leuchtturm1917. Finally, the cover is soft but thick enough to protect the journal. There's also, of course, a pocket at the end cover.

Pens

Pens have been an obsession for me for a very long time. I have been using fountain pens - my favorites - for a while now. For this "project" I bought a few "special" pens, Pilot Cavaliers (extra fine, fine and medium nibs).

I don't have an explanation why I prefer fountain pens, but they are just so satisfying to write with! You could use different ink with the same pen, refills are cheap, and there's a lot of variety. Anyhow, this is what it looks like (featuring iPhone 13 Pro's macro mode)

HP Sprocket

Finally, I'm using something to make my journal a bit more lively than it would otherwise be. I've got a tiny HP Sprocket printer to feature little pictures along with the text. It looks really nice, and certainly adds some color to the journal.

Overall, these past few month of private journaling were incredible. It's thinking on paper as Leuchtturm1917 put it. And I know, I know, it's no big deal for a lot of people, but for me it's been a very calming, meditation-like experience, that helped alleviate a lot of pent-up anxiety, get my thoughts an feelings in order (and in a very tangible way), got me more mindful and present. I love it!

Comments

artem
artem
October 17, 2021
This is a test comment. Looks like it all works well. Try logging in and flagging this comment, or posting and deleting your own comment. I know, I know, it's not much but hey, I made it work after all! :)
artem
artem
October 17, 2021
Ok, got a bug here with user profiles 🤦‍♂️
artem
artem
October 18, 2021
Something is still off 🤔
movalex
movalex
October 18, 2021
Omg, I logged in with GitHub credentials and now seems I'm the author of every single comment! [removed external link]
movalex
movalex
October 18, 2021
Also I think the latest comments should be showing first.
artem
artem
October 22, 2021
Fixed! 😂
Thameera
Thameera
October 17, 2021
is it working??
art.rosnovsky
art.rosnovsky
October 18, 2021
Still broken, eh?
artem
artem
October 28, 2021
Now I will get a notification whenever you post a comment (so I won’t miss any) and whenever you flag one (so that I’d take care of it). You will also receive a notification whenever you delete a comment. Subscribing to comments for a specific post is coming soon!
artem
artem
November 27, 2021
should still work
artem
artem
December 6, 2021
Boop!
(Commenting feature coming soon)